pleasure. pain. complimentary.
pleasure. pain. complimentary. living on the edges. the more pain. the
more pleasure. the more pleasure. the more pain. i could leave her
alone. lead my life at ease. but will i ever find anyone who evokes
such ecstasy out of a single touch. sado-masochistic. for only she can
give me such pleasure. but for the price of the pain only she can
give. i am henry. she is my june.
a deep depression overwhelms me. i miss jen. deeply. truly. the woman
i hate. the one i love. why is she always forgiven. i curse the love i
have for her. what is this force which drives me to her. when i know
she will destroy me. and she has. and ill let her again. michelle. the
memory haunts me with jen. the two are the same. yet miles apart.
michelle just came out to mike that she was bi. how could i have known
all this time. jen. michelle. one in the same. yet different. how. how
can this be. all this time and i still remember michelle. im not in
love with her though. yet i am. though we had no time to fall in love.
i dont even know who she is anymore. a stranger. a stranger. how i
wish jen could be the same way.
tears me apart
dreaming of her
lying asleep at night
knowing shes out there
haunting my dreams
she preys on my soul
the music
turn it up
its the cure
drowning
in my love
drowning in my love for her
take me - let me die - let me forget of this life ive
led - let me forget all of my loves
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