putting meaning into life
i have begun to die. not physically but mentally. everything.
everything disappearing. losing all touch with meaningless things.
random things. stupid things. fake things. everything has to be real.
meaning. conversations have to be intelligent. deep. things so
practical. if something doesnt provide you with food. shelter.
clothing. why do it. no more superfluous things. my life is becoming
living. dying. nothing else. by trying to put meaning in. you take all
the meaning out.
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