i am a man who obsesses.
i am a man who obsesses. i do it to add interest to life. to cause
pain so i know happiness. to have something to talk about. to have
something to worry about. so my life feels like it has meaning. to
feel emotion. intense emotion. if i depress, i try to stay. to get
more depressed. to wallow in my depression. so i can create more. and
feel an emptiness and despair. to know how other people feel.
contrasting happiness. my obsessions are virtues to me. not faults.
muse@musespace.com