i look at myself like that sometimes.
i look at myself like that sometimes. more often lately. i see my body in the
same way i view my car. something that carries me places. that allows me to
experience certain things. but as something distinctly different from the
meaning of the word i. who i am. i look at my body as something to work on.
the operations i need are like repairs. i work out to improve my body. not
necessarily to improve who i am. in the same way i view my mind. which is
strange. because ive always been taught that my mind is who i am. but i am
seeing it as distinctly different. in the same way i work on my mind. i try
to develop will power. train it to think in certain ways. ignore desires.
training the mind.
so lately ive been wondering. if my body isnt me. and my mind isnt me. who
is this me. this entity which is training the body and mind. these writings
come from this entity. i think.
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