the needle pierces his lip.
holding his hand as the needle pierces his lip. anticipation. while waiting.
built up so much. this is a ritual for him. to quit smoking. go farther. as
she places the ball on the ring he fades. coming to. the most intense
experience. and he cant explain it. understand some of it.
pushing oneself beyond the limits of the ordinary. and you touch god. in
ways. why some people pierce. kill. fight. drugs. sex. s&m. b&d. pushing the
limits. of reality. of yourself. chaz was going to do a ball dance. where
balls. attached to your skin with hooks. and you dance until they tear out.
this is what hellraiser was about. the ultimate limits. where you become
god. heaven and hell. i want to push things. go beyond the extremes. into
that void. running on the edge. behind the killers. everyone and you are a
god. just another way to go beyond. any way works. yoga meditation. or world
annihilation. to go beyond humanity is to become a god.
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