the meaning we give life
life has no meaning except the meaning we give it. karma. geas. miracles.
all these are how we want to perceive things. if we want something to happen.
to believe in. we pick out the things. anything that lets us believe.
ignoring. anything disputing. something really good happens to us. we say
good karma. but the next day. are we cursing that karma. evil done. causes
people to see bad things happening. results of the evil. guilt causes
perceptions warping. changing. placebo effect. the hex that is none. life is
a bewitchery we cast upon ourselves. in love. in hope. in hate. in anger.
in jealousy. everything appearing different. picking out what we see to suit
our mood. and this lets us form ideas about the world. like karma. comes
back thrice. but all is empty. meaningless.
and this is where the idea of vengeance stems. once karma. the witchs rule.
all are done away with. one sees. thinks. (true or not). that wrong done to
oneself must be paid for. avenger. correcting the karmic balance. actively.
not passively. taking things into ones hands. forcing ghosts to haunt.
whether or not revenge. i believe in. so much if i believe other things
will do their work. now i am doubting. karma. from seeing the world. life.
but still i believe in balance. there is hope.
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