a fantasy
with the reading of vox. and the listening of beths fantasy. ive begun
to develop more detailed fantasies. not tremendously detailed yet.
cold. dark. night. walking. tree silhouettes against the sky. walking.
cold. wind blowing. dogs barking. wind blowing. dogs barking. sitting
on a curb. knees tight against the chest. staring. into the earth.
into the tar. into nothingness. dreaming. walking. hair. blowing in
the wind. darkness into the darkness. i am the sandman. cloak long and
flowing. rippling. and breaking. to the sound of the dogs. barking.
blowing. i stop in front of the crouched figure. a hand. outstretched.
and she looks up. her face is white. chapped by the wind. long strands
of hair. first a deep red. then a black. run over her shoulders. over
her face. blowing in the wind. she accepts. standing. arm in arm.
bodies touching. cloak. wrapping. warming us both. wind blowing.
darkness. moon. cloud. and now we have only our eyes to guide us. with
no hope of light.
we begin to walk. into the darkness. arm over shoulder. arm around
back. cloak billowing. warming us both. wind blowing. into the
darkness. into the forest. with the trees. with the animals. with the
night. walking. stumbling along a forest path. no moon. tree limbs
bare above our heads. reaching. for us. for each other. or for the
sky. leaves. frozen mud. crack beneath our feet. slowly giving way.
slowly sinking into. the folds and ripples of the earth. a stream
nearby. babbles. flows. melts the mud. seeping into the river. to be
carried away. by the flow. by the current. carried away. away.
a hand against my chest. cold. shaking. pressing. i stop. staring into
her face. eyes staring into mine. lips purple. almost frozen by the
cold. she moves closer to my face. our lips brush. i take her into my
arms. we kiss.
SOFTLY:SLOWLY:FLESH:AGAINST:FLESH:PRESSING:HARDER:HER:
LIPS:SO:COLD:DRY:SOFT:MELTING:TO:MY:TOUCH:OR:I:MELTING:
TO:HERS:A:TONGUE:PARTS:MY:LIPS:ENTERS:MY:MOUTH:FLOWING:
TOUCHING:MINE:RESPONDING:SHIVERS:UP:ALONG:SPINE:WIND:
COLDER:HOLDING:TIGHTER:WARMTH:AGAINST:WARMTH:MY:
TONGUE:ENTERS:HER:VIOLENTLY:PASSIONATELY:CREATING:HEAT:
AGAINST:THE:COLD:HER:LIPS:NOW:WET:PRESSING:HARDER:HER:
TONGUE:AND:MINE:LIPS:PRESSING:HER:HAND:IN:MY:HAIR:
RUBBING:PRESSING:MASSAGING:HOLDING:HER:TIGHTER:
PRESSING:HARDER:KISSING:FORCEFUL:MORE:VIGOROUSLY:
VIOLENTLY:TONGUE:LIPS:SOFT:HARDER:UNTIL:THE:COLD:
NUMBS:US:WE:WALK:
drifting through the trees. like the leaves. blowing here. and over
there. guided by a vague path. trodden through the forest. now
shivering. now cold. the moon returns. guides us. through the trees.
and under a bridge where the wind wont blow. above us. the cars.
unaware. unfeeling to the cold. the silence. radios blaring. speed
across. all being heard. just a swish and a few clanks. and then they
are gone. as we sit on the cold concrete freezing. warming each other.
concrete slabs. unyielding. hard. supporting the pillars. keeping the
bridge alive.
i lean against a pillar. and she leans against me. as we stare. our
eyes unwilling to meet. staring into the river. watching the river
flow. melting the mud. and carrying it away. away. moonlight
reflecting. shimmering. broken by the current. she touches my hand.
squeezes it. and looks at me. i see eddies form and away in the river.
a branch floats by and my eyes follow it. without any thought. without
any.
she takes my hand. places. presses it against her chest. i can feel
her heartbeat. and i can feel her breast. and i can feel her heart
beat. and i can feel her breast. and i look at her. hair. face. lips.
breast. she slowly begins to unbutton her shirt as i take my hand
away. unclasps her bra. exposes her breast. i slowly take it into my
hand. her body quivers. the cold. my hand. the pleasure. our lips.
touch. kiss. massage. my hand. cold. and one now cold against her
back. her breast. kissing. violently. passionately. and slowly her
hands drop down my back. alone my spine. around my hips.
slowly she begins to unclasp my pants. then quicker. and faster. she
reaches in. and grabs it hard. so hard. as it gets harder. cold
against the warmth. my body arches back. and she begins to move. up.
and down. and cold. and harder. i move. i stand. my pants fall to the
ground. and then my underpants. she sits before me. hands at her side
as she watches. i stand her up as i unclasp my cloak. lying against
the cold. hard concrete. violet silk reflecting to the sky. i unbutton
her shorts. pausing. staring at the stocking beauty. with cold hands i
pull down her stockings and underwear. a breeze blows and she shivers.
i am cold and hard. i lift her to the concrete. remove her boots. her
shorts. stockings underwear. she sits. legs open. blouse and bra
blowing in the wind. cold. sitting on the cold. hard concrete. soft.
warm. silk. cold. soft. hard. she smiles. her body shivers. i remove a
condom and roll it on. hard.
the wind blows above the bridge. as cars ride by. unaware. uncaring.
over the concrete floor. supported by concrete pillars. supported by
concrete slabs. cold. and hard. i enter her. and begin to thrust.
leaning forward. against the concrete. bare thighs. feeling the cold.
the hard. the concrete. she wraps her legs around me. and grabs onto
my neck. my hands against the silk. slipping. feeling the cold
beneath. countering against my thrusts. she can feel. the cold
beneath. a body against her breasts. someone inside her.
i thrust. searching for the heart of the flower. as the wind begins to
blow. harder. and harder. a thrust. a scream. of pleasure. of pain.
and discovery. another. her eyes. shut. mine. staring into my own
pleasure. and hers. breathing. heavily. a grunt. a scream against the
wind. against the cars. against the cold. against the night. and each
thrust. harder. and heavier. and her arms are tighter. and her legs
grasp harder. and tighter. feeling inside. as she squeezes. with each
thrust. squeezing. rippling. the breathing becomes quicker. and
heavier. and quicker and quicker. she comes. a series of screams
pierce the night. as she grasps for breath.
and more. another thrust. and another. harder. quicker. prodding the
heart of the flower. enticing the pain. the pleasure. a harsh wind
suddenly blows against my back. my body arches. something splashes in
the river behind. for a second. a moment. she opens her eyes. and we
stare at each other. she grabs tighter. and i press harder against the
concrete. and i press harder against her. and i thrust again. and
again. she begins to scream. brief. momentary spasms. against the
flower. thrusting harder. thrusting faster. and i feel the coming.
she bites her lip and cant contain. the cold. the pleasure. the warmth.
inside. against her. faster. harder. and each time a spike of
pleasure. she feels her muscles contracting again. spasms. more. more.
more. tighter and tighter. she squeezes her legs. i push them apart.
faster. rubbing against her crotch. inside her. and i hear her panting
again. knowing. feeling. she begins. and i feel it inside me. arousing
me. so i press on. more. more. she begins to come. and i feel the
spasms. as i come. into her. as she comes. around me. coming. more.
more. no more. catching breath. and holding each other so tightly.
slowly we get dressed and sit on the slab together. staring into the
river. holding each other. we are now warm. the wind has ceased. and
the sun begins to rise. staring as a branch floats by. sunrise
breaking the waves. we sit in silence. there was never a need for
words.
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