i saw roger last night.
i saw roger last night. i still love him. i want
to be friends with him
again. its been a long time. that night is over. he asked me how i was
doing. what i was doing still in albany. i told him. it was like old times.
and i felt a feeling deep inside. a feeling i hadnt felt seeing him
recently before. when he was unshaven. and didnt seem to want to talk to
me. more interested in jeopardy. i thought we might be able to be friends
again.
and i even thought about more with him. because i do care about him a lot.
but i wont. i hope i wont. though he looked so handsome. times have changed.
and the night we had proved i couldnt ever be with a man that way. but i
still care.
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