"because the sex thing always gets in the way."
"because the sex thing always gets in the way." yes. no. the sex thing. always
there. but not. interfering. breaking apart. making friendships impossible.
new relationships with women. developing. intimate. and sexual. but not. ive
become. meeting new women. old friends. incredibly attracted to female
friends. but not wanting anything to happen. just friends. only intense.
so much more intense. because im attracted to her. so i care. about
everything. want to know. everything. so intimate. but no sex. and i know.
as boyfriend-girlfriend. dating. personalities would conflict. we wouldnt
click. wanting different things out of that type of a relationship. so
we remain friends. and i feel a pull. attraction. toward them. and the
relationship becomes more than an acquaintance. men and women can be friends.
and the sex thing can make friendships so much more powerful.
maybe my male friendships are the same thing. only in a different way. the
sex thing. denied. because i know i could never be with them in that way.
because i couldnt. but the attraction. still there. pulling us together.
making our friendships intense. deep.
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